3 a.m. Noooooo.

I sleep/think and listen to rain as I wait for the alarm to go off.

100.

Stack the days.

I load the rentals into the back of the car in the rain.

I know what was missing. Joy. I remind myself that my intention was to embrace joy.

The rain sounds so loud, and I want to build a fire, but today is not the day for that.

Looking forward to the days when I get to make a different choice

Of course, this part isn’t going the way I want it to go. But I’ll make it work.

Don’t wanna.