Ten.Four Hundred & Fifty-Six

1. But it would be nice if I didn’t have make breakfast every once in a while.

2. He doesn’t understand it but this is another reason I’m not so excited about traditional work. I know that all it means is that I will add even more and more responsibilities to my plate with no other kind of assistance. This is what it means for every woman. I’m tired of asking for help. Why do women always have to ask for help?

3. Sun. Hot tea. Clear light of autumn.

4. I finish clearing off the vases and the mini Bialetti and the teapot from my desk. When I move the curtains I see a gigantic spider and manage to keep my composure long enough to squish it in the fabric.

5. I want someone to send me a survey about this experience.

6. Tomorrow from 6:15-7:15 pm.

7. She’s trying to make cookies. I’m trying to let her do it on her own but I can’t help but interject.

8. I am angry.

9. It’s just that it’s been 90 days now and there is no plan. No one has told us what the plan is. I don’t like not having a plan.

10. Just ready.