Ten.Five Hundred & Eighty-Four
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Tuesday, Tuesday. How is it only Tuesday? 
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The weather app said it would be cloudy but it's all sun. The clouds are low but the sun is just right there. 
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Snow on top of Mt. Diablo. I wish I could pull over and take a picture for my friends back home. 
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She asks if California has changed me because here I am asking about a 3-room tent. 
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There is a version of myself, California Alisha, that is not like Chicago Alisha. I recognize this. California Alisha moves outside of her comfort zone. California Alisha thinks she could lay in a tent on the beach and let the waves lull her to sleep. California Alisha just might camp in a tent. California Alisha learns to relax. 
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Bed. Heating pad. Unusually bad. 
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The day just goes by too quickly. 1:45 is too, too soon. 
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Dinner? Chicken Teriyaki. Yes. That will be easy. 
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Science fair. I'm just glad we did it. Done is better than perfect. The littlest one wants to do it too. No, oh, no. I suppose we have to. 
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He says that the cramps are probably so bad because I haven't been doing my yoga and exercising like I used to. He's right. And I hate to admit it, but it's true: my body was its best version of itself—meaning I had the least amount of PMS symptoms and less pain— when I was gluten and dairy free and doing Bikram twice a week. But oh, to give up Parmesan and focaccia. I don't know if I can do it again.