Ten.Six Hundred & Thirty-Two

1. What to make for breakfast?

2. Little leaks of light coming through. I can hear birds chirping but nothing else.

3. The combination of a bright sunrise and wet pavement.

4. I make sure to write a review on both Facebook and Yelp and then send them both emails full of gratitude.

5. Client work. I take the notebooks outside but am distracted by the loud hum of bees in the tree nearby.

6. “90 days?!” “Yes. I have to wait 90 days in order to take it again.” “You’re going to take it again?” “Yes, I am. Because you don’t give up on the things you really want, remember?”

7. But it could also be depression. And so it’s good that I already have a therapy appointment scheduled for Friday.

8. What I want is for someone to feed me.

9. A late dinner. I do not like practices that last from 5:30-7:30. But I see the excitement in his face when it’s a practice day and that makes me happy.

10. He asks me if I’m okay because I think we both know that I’m not okay. And it’s okay to not be okay.