Ten.Eight Hundred & Seven

1. Not enough sugar for muffins.

2. Wash and wash and wash.

3. Still not used to this new routine which really feels like no routine at all and so what am I going to do about it?

4. The whirring sound it makes as it tries to climb the hills. Poor thing is working so hard. The sound of static through the words: “Courage and Confidence, Humility and Curiosity.”

5. Rain. Rain?

6. I forget the attachment. Of course. I remind myself that it happens to everyone. I won’t do it again. Something he says: “I will make mistakes but I won’t make the same one twice.” I mean, I might do it again but I will try not to.

7. Leftovers are always so good.

8. “You can have anything you want, but you can’t have it all at the same time.”

9. I try to remind myself that I just need to do what I can with the time I have. And only one thing at a time. But I still text her and vent.

10. I feel like I’ll never be able to catch up.