Ten.Nine Hundred & Eighty-Eight

1. Normal time.

2. Still groggy. May need to make some adjustments.

3. Grateful for the time to gather. I’ve missed every call so to be able to sit there and just listen, be present, breathe, meditate. I needed it more than I realized.

4. Messages asking if we are okay, if I am okay. I am fine. Fine is a default response that ignores the particularities of an experience.

5. I really should just rest.

6. We drive to the farmer’s market pop-up to support the local small farms. The lines are around the corner and kind of doubled-up and everyone looks like they are still standing to close to one another. I tell him that it’s too many people and that we’ll just go to Urban Edge.

7. Beets, gold potatoes, sweet potatoes, kale, local honey, cara cara and blood oranges, the calendar I wanted last summer but didn’t get.

8. Taxes. Now, there’s really no excuse of not having enough time.

9. I don’t think it’s me. Maybe it is me. Maybe it’s all of us. Maybe we should drive to the beach and go stare at the ocean.

10. We could be doing things differently.