Ten.One Thousand, Two Hundred & Four

1. Setting an intention to shift the energy.

2. Looks like rain.

3. Will need to schedule a proper shoot when we get back.

4. I don’t want to talk about leaving. The feelings are complicated. What am I going back to? Nothing is going to feel the same. Who is going to make sure all of the children are on time for their Zooms while I am working? Who’s going to handle bedtime so that I can take a shower and go straight to bed?

5. I catch myself tearing up throughout the conversations. Gratitude and inspiration and the realization that it’s time to act on your intuition but you’re a little scared and a lot tired and you know that you can’t do your best work from either of those places.

6. She basically says that her generation tried to climb the ladder and we younger ones just throwing up ropes. Yeah, it does kinda feel like that.

7. Making time to dream.

8. I know it’s bad etiquette to eat while on Zoom, but I did not account for the time difference and my needing to eat. Note to self: have a larger snack tomorrow.

9. If only I could get this recharge every day. I’d settle for once a quarter.

10. Settling on the route back home. Trying to pretend that I am okay about it.

11. We take a walk around the neighborhood. It is surprisingly cool. A gentle breeze is blowing through.

12. Last minute plans for an early Thanksgiving.

13. Seeing the sky behind her as she walks around looking for the cat does kind of make me want to go back home.

14. I could just fall over.