Ten.One Thousand, Four Hundred & Seventy-One

1. What even is today?

2. He asks me what’s wrong. Oh, my clothes. I’m cleaning today.

3. He spots a fox.

4. I move slowly through each room, giggling at the podcast, wiping dust off the baseboards.

5. It’s cool in the shade. And quiet. I head out behind the vineyard to see if there’s anything worth capturing. There always is.

6. Why is this even happening?

7. Too much energy spent focusing on what is/was and not enough energy on a solution.

8. Laundry. Again.

9. I take a glass of wine and a book out to the hammock while he watches game 6. Gentle breeze. The caw of the crows. A butterfly floats by my face.

10. What you focus on expands.