Ten.One Thousand, Five Hundred & Seventy-Nine
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I already know before I look at the clock. 
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My mind runs through all of the things. 
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Found the hashbrowns. 
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Salad and soup. Gluten-free Tate’s chocolate chip cookies. A cup of decaf coffee. 
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I sit on a bucket and scrub down the ladder. My mind drifts to things I’d rather not think about. But scrubbing is the best thing I could be doing. 
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The stab of uncertainty. 
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Tomorrow. 
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What if there is nothing that can be done? 
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Running helps, too. 
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They have a Christmas tree up. I’m not mad about it.