Ten.One Thousand, Seven Hundred & Ninety-Four

1. Dog. Again.

2. The in-between.

3. Too many mistakes. Too late.

4. The moment of silence feels particularly long. I am okay with it.

5. I really did try to keep this from happening. As the words are coming from my lips, I know I should not be saying this. But still, it is an apology and also a vent.

6. How long does one get to escape the consequences of their duplicities? To shove the blame of the chaos onto someone else?

7. More and more and more meetings. Very little work.

8. Of course, as soon as I cancel, they want to come. It is human nature to want what you can’t have.

9. More cookbooks.

10. It isn’t perfect. Nothing is.