Ten.One Thousand, Nine Hundred & Twenty-One

1. In the dream, my leg has one large gaping hole. I am running around making sure everyone has what they need. But I can not seem to find a solution for myself.

2. Mon-daze.

3. These morning rides when the sky is soft and bright and quiet.

4. One load in and one load out, over and over again.

5. It is not in my nature to not care.

6. I tell him that its not the level of work that I struggle with - I can work hard and don’t mind working hard. It’s the lack of control over my time that I dislike most.

7. Aligote.

8. A cancellation that brings relief.

9. While they are talking I realize that we are the team that caused their tie in the league - handing them that loss kept them from making playing the play-offs. We silently shake our fists in the air in victory. Four more league wins next year and we make the playoffs. Not impossible.

10. If the last thing I can say before I leave the table is “I believe in you,” then I think I’m leaving on a high note.