Ten.Two Thousand, Two Hundred & One

1. I look at myself in the mirror and think about how many times I thought I couldn’t make it another day, and yet here I am. I can see the light again.

2. Fire.

3. He’s right: I’m doing my best. But now we’ve dropped to 10.

4. Counting down.

5. I’m going to miss how easy it is to walk across the catwalk for talks like these.

6. It’s just that there are other things I care about more than this.

7. Maybe it will be okay after all.

8. He says that the emotional turmoil is just proof that you care and that you’re trying.

9. I look up at the sky and take in the stars, breathe in the crisp winter air. So much, and yet, so little.

10. I just need to find my own way.