Ten.Two Thousand & Twenty-Two

1. Not yet.

2. I debate whether or not I should wake him up or force him to go. I decide he needs the rest, and, honestly, so do I.

3. Where is the sun?

4. I start to circle every one of the bullet points. I hear my voice in all of these.

5. I read the last pages of the book and feel my body shaking from the inside. Rare to feel them during the daytime. I usually never feel them during the day. Maybe I’m too relaxed.

6. Ghost Hunters while resting in bed.

7. Still no sun.

8. But sometimes, he does listen to me, and then I realize that all is not lost after all.

9. Homemade croutons. Crisp lettuce. Pancetta and onions and penne.

10. Everything is changing. Nothing stays the same.