Ten.Two Thousand, Four Hundred & Thirty-Five
Cold creeping in through the windows.
It’s okay to take a day off. But is it?
Realizing that 2.434 days is almost seven years. Seven years' worth of memories, phrases, bottles of wine, and meals.
A floss pick sitting in the middle of the mulch.
Thank goodness I remembered my nails.
There are twenty other things that need to be done, but I’d rather be here, doing this.
But doing this, I feel the distance between myself and my creativity. I miss picking up my camera. I miss freewriting. I miss co-creation. I miss the unencumbered pursuit of random and strange ideas.
I just can’t remember anything these days.
Autonomy. Mastery. Purpose.
Type I.