Ten.Nine Hundred & Fifty-Seven

1. In the dream are familiar places and spaces but they keep morphing. I think of the dream I had a few nights ago where I was back at Wake Forest and trying to navigate Tribble Hall in the dark, wandering from classroom to classroom.

2. I want it to be quieter than it is. I stay in bed and stare at the ceiling.

3. Birdsong.

4. Meal planning. These glazed turnips look good. I feel like more tomato soup and homemade croutons.

5. I want to go but I also don’t want to go. I really need to work on this. But really, this weekend is about my own mental health.

6. I listen to the vibes soundtrack while I grocery shop.

7. Hammock. Clear blue skies. The hum of the hummingbirds. A pool pump? Lawn mower. Dog barking. I close my eyes and let the sun burn my face. Solar powered.

8. We’re going to have to figure out our wine situation.

9. “I think this is happy, I think this is sad / I think this is laughing, I think this is glad / I think this is happy, I think this is sad / I think this is laughing, I think this is glad” - Ravyn Lenae, “Moon Shoes”

10. To ice cream, or not to ice cream. That is the question.