Ten.One Thousand, Nine Hundred & Ninety-Three
In the dream, people keep telling me that other people are dying.
Today, I return.
Sunlight on my face. I can see it with my eyes closed. I try to quiet my mind and focus on my breath.
So weak. A little bit of pain. Tight muscles.
The question is, “Do I want to wear this?”
I think I just spent $20 on this car wash and I’m doing it all myself.
Windows down. Hot coffee in the mug. Listening to the same songs over and over and over again.
Messages from the cards: I am worth noticing. LIVE! Name your boundaries. Feel the joy of knowing the playground of your life. I will surrender and trust what I am shown. Accept your ability to know what lies ahead. Honor your feminine intuitive side. You have forgotten to seek help. Change your buffalo robe to white so that you may be an answer to the prayers of the world. Don’t deny the need to be compassionate with yourself. Steal some time alone. Don’t waste energy and generosity on those who refuse to help themselves or are too lazy to learn self-reliance.
The most perfect weather for a softball game.
He tells me that they had a meeting yesterday and voted me out. And this is why I enjoy hanging out with them every Sunday.
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